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insufferable boredom

first of, I have many things wrong with me, largest, is probably my as you might be guessed by the title, my insufferable boredom.

I hate being bored so much, when I really have nothing to do, or at least I think so I get a sharp pain in in my head like I'm getting a nail struck right in my eye socket and into my brain. now that's probably something I should look at but it hasn't killed me yet so... we'll leave it at that.

Boredom is weird for me. There is never truly ever nothing not to do. when there's nothing "fun" for me it really sucks, it's probably my autism but I NEED constant stimulation I deem enjoyable, which sucks!!!!!!!

ugh I want to make even more blog posts just for this day, currently I am laying in bed writing this on my phone, I have youtube on my tv for background noise.

this is more a collection of thoughts and topics ratherthan a single thought and topic

hmm.. for now I am going to continue writing until I get tired or something, for tomorrow the charger for my camcorders batteries comes tomorrow inwhich I'm going to charge said batteries with said charger and take said camcorder out and about, I have a bike and I'd really like to go into the city and record some stuffs, it's also a still camera with an entire different medium for photo storage... SD! just the big one (pssst.. did you know there's a miniSD card, in-between the full size and microSD) as opposed to the recording format, 8cm DVD-RWs! it also takes DVD-RAM which nukes any of the stupid faffs which surround DVD as a recording medium. Take as example for you to get your footage off and onto a computer, you need to "finalise" the disc, which takes up to 30mins to 2 depending on how full the disc is (fuller the shorter). ontop of that... you need the specific AC adapter for it to even start finalising since if power cuts out, it will ruin the disc permanently which us reaaall nice though considering I only have 2, and obtaining more would be more expensive than the actual camcorder I use them with

That's all I have to get me through tomorrow, the seller for the laptop said they'd post it at 9am tomorrow morning, so there's that to look forward to, shoukd arrive the next day then and I can finally end my 5 years of being technologically blue balled!!